RACING AGAINST TIME - AGEING!!
Dear Readers, today I want to start with something very cliched but currently my mind and heart are at war - "Time isn’t in a hurry; it’s just living in a world with no speed limits" - I wish I could just live in this moment and time would stop.
I remember someone say that you dont need to miss people, they walk inside your brain - I used to make fun of this but now I do believe. I think many of you will be able to co-relate - with time the fingers you held to learn to walk, have been all ears to listen to you, with your voice on the phone can understand how you feel at that moment - yes, our Parents, our strenght and priceless support system forever.
Okay, so like most of us, my fondness and attachment with parents is above everything and anything. With me entering 40, offcourse my parents wont get youngers and this feeling is what I am battling currently. My Paa is an epitome of stenghth and Maa of patience - a deadly combination of great qualities of moral ethics, honesty and ideal preaching me of all wrongs and rights till date but now they are ageing gracefully but I am going paranoid and certainly not able to accept the fact. This year, mutiple times I ha've been going through this sinking feeling for my parents and in-laws. Over the period, the motion slowness, the responsiveness and every little thing which is changing has been bothering me so much all the time.
Till date I always used to think that the alomighty cannot be in person with all of us so in one or the other shape, we have our parents but each passing year these changes will tend to increase day by day as thats AGEING!!! While its almost a wrap 2024, I feel and hope totally that nomatter how fast time sprints on a treadmill, we will hold on to these special moments and live these moments with these 2 special angels - Paa & Maa. I wish all the good health and spirit this Christmas to friends and family and may my heart and brain for sometime be at peace.
